心情乌云般的黑

today she went out with her Ex...
i know she still cant forget about her pass...
she will not let it go in a sudden...
she went out for movie,but not with me...
she went out for a steamboat dinner,again..not with me...
she went out hanging,maybe ..but i'm always not the one who choosen by her...
i didn't receive her msg such a along time d..
ignoring by someone i like is always my weakness...
i knw,for her...
friends is more important..
i knw,for her...
i'm only a small part of her life...maybe none at all...
i knw,for me...
she is my motivation...
but,
does she know?
i leave a blank answer for this question ..
my writing today feel weird...
is normal...
this is what my feeling...